Thanks every one for your comments. My T... And sometimes here are the only places I share these. Dealing with H's response when he found a few, confirmed for me that these thoughts and feeling should be kept private. Drawing has helped me a lot. The bird in the picture is a dove and it represent my T. I have trouble expressing stuff.

Sunrise, often my T am I discuss my drawings. How much gets discussed usually depends on me. This one was sent when I was feeling really freaked out. I will likely move away from discussing it and focus on ones that don't have T in them.I just feel weird when I realize I acted needy.