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Originally Posted by Griffe
find my power? i've been clinging to what pathetic shred i have of power to remain alive for my whole life. i am weak and helpless because i am weak and helpless. an ant can believe he is worthy and great and capable of healing but he'll still be helpless when the person stomps on him.
why make the effort of going through hell to heal when i know i will be stomped on again?
safety is a lie, happiness is a lie when your eyes have been ripped open to see the horror that is this world, that's what this feels like
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Finding your power involves learning the skills to protect yourself. It also involves working through the feelings and thoughts that you are weak and powerless. Your power isn't in the life that you have now. Your power will come forward with transformation. Transformation comes through focus, a plan and hard work. The ant analogy doesn't fit because others don't tower over you physically. You might think that they do in your mind but this is what needs to be worked through. Keep talking and expressing Griffe......
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........
I'm an ISFJ
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