Ok....soo...I don't know if this should go here but...

I was originaly diganosed with depression last July. I decided that I was actually bipolar becasue I had manic episodes and all the symptoms that matched up wiht bipolar. I did not tell my doctor everything becasue I was new to the whole psycho-therapy thing. Well, the last 5 or 6 months I have thought alot about myself and discoverd that the different manic episodes are some times really short. I have different personalities. I made up different names for each of them and they have different desires and have different aspirations. However, I am concious during each of them. Its like I am the same person, just acting a certain way. One is roman James who I have used since I crated this site and that side of me likes psychology, fashion, and likes to read GQ and Details magazine. He has an english accent. I have my Allistair Vanderbuilt/ Madison James. I use both for him. He talks in a british accent as well. He wants to be rich and famous and have the life of a celebrity. My most "Out" side of me is Brody. He is a young clubber who is really promiscuis and fells like he needs to be in highschool and is sort of a bad boy at night but a perfectionist during the day. And finaly there is me. Alex. I am a shy, curious, 18 year old who wants nothing for every one to be happy and to just be successful. This is like my depressive personality, the one I dont like to be that much.

Like I said I am concious during each change I just like to give them each a name and be different people. ... Maybe I am just wierd or confused lol.