dear jennifer,

i am glad you came here. there is some support and kindness in the people who are on this forum.

i have felt a lot like what you write and i too had many dx before someone told me i was DID. it was and sometimes is very scary to have things go missing in my memory and to worry that awful things happened to me.

i have been told that i already survived the horror once and therefore with time, help and work i can find healing and things can get better for all of me.

it is nice you have your bunny to hold. i have a favorite bear, named rusty. he makes me feel better when i am sad and upset. keep coming here and talk and read what people say and i think it will be helpful to you. you can take all the time you need and you can go slow and safe.

sending you safe, gentle hugs if you want them,


leslie and her pixies