So I realize that you've already reached a decision, but i figured I'd throw my two cents in. Btw, the I key on my laptop isnt working too well, so be prepared for typos galore!

Anyways, I'm 22 and still a virgin. I've been with my boyfriend for three years, with a 6 month break smack dab in the middle. When I was younger and found out one of my friends was having sex at around age 14, I decided that the first time I had sex, I would wait until I had been with the guy a year. Well, with my current boyfriend, that year came and went, and I knew that I still wasn't ready. But now, two years later, we've made an attempt. But i wasn't, uh... in the mood enough? and it hurt like hell, and we stopped. Yes, I know, that may mean, to some, that I am not technically a virgin... In my eyes, I am. Regardless of all that, the experience just convinced me even more... We both want to marry each other. But I know that, if for some reason we don't get married in the future, that I still want hm to be my first, because I know that he cares about me and loves me and is willing to make sure I'm 100% comfortable before we have sex. He's never pressured me or anything, and I'm not his first. Anyways, the point of all this is so you know that there is nothing wrong with waiting and that you are not the only virgin out there. Wait until you know, for sure, completely, that you are with the one you really want to lose it too. There are other girls out there have the exact same thoughts as you

Best wishes,
Ro