For so long (years and years) I fought off remembering certain things. I did that because these were things I cooperated in. The shame seemed infinite to me. I felt doomed. These things were not all sexual, some were violent and some satanic religion. But I felt soooo guilty.

Not sure how many times my T repeated this one fact to me. "YOU HAD NO POWER AND THERFORE, NO RESPONSIBILITY" They had ALL the control. You had NO control. I am sure you did some things that were wrong, you are a human and we all mess up.

Another good one from my T "Don't be so HARD on yourelf". being that way is self-destructive to your life. If God isn't mad at you and you are mad at you...does that mean you have higher standards for yourself than God??? Quit picking on my friend, please!

Leslie and leah