I dont feel safe anywhere. I am supposed to see my grandma tomorrow. I been having such bad memories. I dont know if there true. I see bad things in my head. They scare me. I dont know what to do. wednesday so far away. I feel like they are gonna read this and punish me. i dont feel safe. i dont live them anymore but i still scared. I see bad things. I not know if there true. i dont want them to be. they seem so nice and kind to evryone . they seem so nice. did i make it up. are they really that bad? they couldn't have could they? but it fits so well. some sick country folk. move to the wood . do awful things and greet evryone so kind. but i cannot think this way. i am bad for thinking such things. I feel all alone, but it makes sense. i dont know who to talk to. bad things. i dont want to scare others. they were bad things that happened. they were bad. they were scary. but i feel so mean for saying.
Im so mad. i dont even care . i aint gonna read this at all. i am so angry i aint gonna waste my time
but people might get mad at me if i say the wrong thing. someone might hurt me. im so scared. i dont want to talk to my faamily. i am so scared. but they will call and they will stop by and i will be scared. i saw to much in my head, but it mustve been fake. who could be so nice and yet so bad. I dont know what to think. it all makes sense though
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