reminds me of when i was younger, how did people not notice? honestly? or did no one care enough?
still triggering, when it's like that again, when i lie and say "i'm fine" but honestly, why the hell do people believe that, can't they see i'm screaming here? why can't someone answer "are you sure, why don't we talk about it"?
regardless if that day i'm capable of talking about it, but just to feel like someone actually cares?