YES yes yes say NO NO NO!!!

My T writes the letter. He has had to do it now 3 times I think (uses the one from before and changes the date lol) But I think they now have me on permanent NO>

This is too much stress, even if it was "just" sitting in the jury box... but it isn't it's on call, sitting in a room -maybe for days- with strangers... the interrogation of what you believe and what you think you might feel... oh dear.