Kal
I have not posted in awhile because of being hurt and scared....but after reading your post I had to reply.
Reading your post was like you were reading my thoughts in side my head EXACTLY. I know how you feel and you are NOT alone. I do not know how to go about talking to my T about this either. It is so hard to deal with period.
My depression is so BAD right now...I do NOT want to or have the will to hang on. I told my T today and he made me promise to call if I felt desperate anytime.
I just feel so LONELY and I do not know why.........I feel abandoned and do not know why..........my head is so messed up but the things you said in your post HIT a NERVE in me and I know how you feel all to well.
You can PM me anytime....hang in there you have a friend in me and I will be here anytime....
Take care