some stuff i wrote last year for him...

Trickling down the bubbling stream
Floating slowly without a care
Soft and drifting, like a dream
Delicate as the summer air
Growing blossoms greet the sky
The melody of winged friends
Fluttering wings of the butterfly
Their beauty and light transcends
Light aroma, sweet as honey
Puffy clouds of white
Rays of gold, gleaming sunny
Fill the rare delight
Sacred rainbow forms up high
Each vibrant hue tells a tale
I'll hold back tears and say goodbye
As he skips upon the coloured trail

You were too good to ever let go
But I know the Astral will keep you tight
My little boy, eyes aglow
Will always be in my sight

Even in the night, when the sun goes to bed
The Fireflies will glow for you, and help lift your head
You'll walk amongst dewy grass, the trees will be your chair
And listen very closely, you'll always hear my prayer
The wolves will stand up, and sing to the moon
Singing to our Ancestors, and Spirits of the Divine
Even The Raven will hear, and join into the tune
Though you're no longer human, you'll always be mine

wrote that last year for him.

Hear me now, Great Spirits of the land
Soothe his soul, hold his hand
Oh Great Spirits, hear me pray
Clear the path, show him the way

Mighty Bear, guard him tight.
Shining Eagle, be his light.
Clever Fox, keep him near.
Sly Hyena, end his fear.

How can I keep going,
Without you by my side.
My child has done growing,
With the Spirits he'll reside.

You were too young to perish,
I keep you in my heart.
Our memories I'll cherish,
With the Spirits, your brand new start.
Above the clouds you'll fly, with the mighty Birds,
On the ground you're welcome, travel with the herds.
In the deep blue ocean, swim with the fish,
I pray you'll find peace, that's my only wish.

I'm sorry I couldn't be what you never had,
An amazing father, a perfect dad.
You deserved so much better then what you got,
I'll love you forever, you won't be forgot.

I feel empty, fragile as glass,
Without you, how can I last?
I'm still crying, but I'm grateful too
That you were in my life, and I had a chance to care for you

wrote that last year too.