Thanks, Christina

One day at a time....one day at a time....

I won't call my T tomorrow. When I was upset with him on Friday and addressed it with him on Saturday about how he didn't give me a few minutes of his time before I could make that DYFS call, his explanation involved how lately he has such a full schedule due to emergency appointments, etc. - to where he had to fit an appointment in during his lunch break - and was late to his own child's birthday party. I can't call him. He's too busy for me. I don't feel important enough.

I'll be ok. I have to be. I will go to bed, wake up in a few short hours, go to work - and try to resume having a "normal" life - until I see T again.

Thanks for the support. I never thought I'd ever feel this way. My husband moving out was the best thing for our family. It really was. But it's opened the door to me remembering who I was before we met. And that's downright scary.