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Old May 18, 2009, 02:51 AM
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I spent the weekend with my boyfriend and kids. Felt okay until yesterday. This morning, especially, I felt more manic. Yesterdya and today, I've been researching huge fish tanks for a puffer fish I saw that I want! I'm talking about 300 gallons! I already have a 5 gallon (with a tiny puffer) but there's a puffer I want that actually needs 200 gallons or more. So I've just been obsessed with finding them on craigslist and ebay. And now... its after 1 a.m. and I'm still up watching tv- even repeats of shows that played earlier on the same channel. Oh- and this evening, after the kids and I got home, I couldn't stand any noise- playing the piano, computer, etc. All normal stuff that doesn't usually bother me. I took the kids out to a movie and ice cream and such. Just more than I usually do. Over all, it doesn't add up to much, but I just felt like I was spending a lot. I also got lots of $ lately from my ex so I got my car fixed and other things that needed doing on my car. I've tried to stop myself from spending and such but its so hard. And the weird thing is that my BF wanted lots of sex this weekend and I didn't really. Not like I had in the past when manic.