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Old May 18, 2009, 05:41 AM
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((((Mixed up Emotions))) it was not your fault and you did not deserve to be beaten - you deserved to be loved in the right way and cared for and kept safe and made to feel worthwhile - you - YOU did not bring those things on - other people who were damaged did this to you but not because of you.

Know that we care - that we value you for being who you are - kind caring and funny, someone who we are happy to call friend

DOnt hurt yourself any more - the pain felt good cos it distracted you for a while - if you cant talk to T - and this will sound crazy - but then I am - when I am this far in the darkness I imagine talking to T - the kind caring T - (not the T i think I deserve to have but a kind caring non-judging one) and I imagine what T would say to me - or I imagine just curling up in his office (old T) or hers - (last T) and being safe - I love that word ...safe

so I will stop waffling on - know that we care about you - that we are here for you (even whenIm hiding!) and that you can and will get through this
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
Thanks for this!
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