I havn't been coming to these forums for a while. I've gotten real sick of everyone and everything that says all of this--schizophrenia and what not, is concidered an illness. I dont see it as an illness at all. Now that i have come out of my last "psyhcotic" episode, i see that i was much better off, and in many ways much happier, living in fantasy (actually, though..it is not fantasy...it's real, damnit! and i dont care if the whole world wants to disagree with that!!) I see most of the rest of the world as being oblivious. They call me sick and crazy and nuts and all that because they do not see the truth. They only see the surface of everything, and how can they go saying that what i experience is insanity--not reality, when no one can even prove it!
I hate the world and i hope it soon comes to an end. I guess it will, once all these fools are done spoiling the earth and it's land...and im sure that's not too far away. They are already 3/4'ths the way there!
I hate so-called "reality" i will return to my other world.
good bye to this world

-Becka

Is it a kind of dream
floating out on the tide
following the river of death downstream
oh is it a dream?

-Bright Eyes from Watership Down