I've just read it all. I kind of know how you feel at school popularity is what "teens" go for. I'm classifide as "normal"! Its good for you to just let it all out. I've been needing to do that but some how I can't! Don't think the whole world is against you, unless your ben larden? It seemed like you had trouble with eating, I don't blame you feels like everyone is obsessed of the way they look and the body shape, yet it's mainly personailty people! I'm younger than you put still having a bit of trouble eating regular. Any how you can have a {{{{{{{Becka}}}}}}}