i am feeling very happy today. I made it to day 3 woot. I admit last night was a struggle so much so, but with help i got through it and i am so glad now i did. I admit i am very hyper with i know is bad cause i come down in a bang, which i am kinda worried about. But hopefully i will be ok. I just gotta remind myself do i want to be that ill again. Thanky you for your ongoing support and when i feel totally better will try to get the courage to go to aa.
Thank you all again so much
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