denial can be great, can't it?!

good luck with the test, sweetie. i know how scary it can look from where you are now, but as someone who's also gone through it (mmm gastroscopy & colonoscopy at once, fun fun) i can honestly say it's not worth the effort of being troubled over.

the worst part for me was the dr's physical beforehand (which you've already gone through).

just stopping by to give you some cuddles .