Thanks Hunny, I am broke till payday thursday - so will have to wait till then for a treat - shouldnt anyway cos Im trying to lose weight.....but it protects me.... no-one will want me if I am this way ... makes the outside like the inside.... unwelcome.. unloved.. because I am un lovable ....
silly sillly phoenix - get over it -
thankyou for your support it means a lot to me
my kitties love me
thats all I need - the world.... knows I dont fit in... and thats ok ..... I cant keep trying to be someone im not .
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up!
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet