thank you....

we've worked on all the surface stuff, all the things that was already known. its the hidden and deeper memories that i'm having problems with. they are painful and scary and very hard for me to cope with.

we've worked very hard to let go of some very destructive behaviors and my t said "those things may try to crop up while working on harder issues." well i think that statement was like a weight that suddenly got put on my shoulders. i don't want a repeat of the past.

i'd rather just spend time with my happy 3 year old gr.daughter then to relive my painful childhood but i know that if i dont get things together soon i risk not even being able to do that.

angela