She's been kicked out. She went yesterday. She's gone. But it doesn't stop me getting trouble from others now, does it?

My God, today has been awful. One of my closest friends is on a major low and just don't know what to suggest to him because he's never been like this, he doesn't live near me and he doesn't believe that he's good for anything Talking to me is helping him, he says... But I'm so worried about him

My eating's going back off the scale again and I just feel like I can't be bothered to fight anymore. My SH is coming back with a vengeance and although I've fought that off for 7 weeks, I just feel like I can't fight anymore... I almost OD'd again the other night. I've been crying for 3 hours and I can't stop. What the hell is wrong with me? I just wanna shake myself really hard for hours until I stop, or just... Die. I don't know

I feel crap today and I wish I wasn't here.