If you've scratched that itch where drugs are concerned you'll always have an itch,I gave up getting high 10 or more years ago but there are days when life gets to you when you do feel like getting wasted and out of it.
Hey I'm going to be very honest here i liked getting high i enjoyed drugs.and not bragging but there was very little I didn't have a go at but I just realised that it had to stop,
I don't have the answers for anyone else you can only do what feels ok for you to stop scratching