TPND - if you can - call your T - see if you can get another appt ok.
with your sisters message can you focus on the part where she says "im your sister - im here for you when you need me" that sounds like she is trying to be supportive -
take care and I hope things get better for you soon - call your T -let us know how you go ok
P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet