dear shez,
i am sorry you are feeling so bad. we went through some of that too and it is so ugly and cruel and wrong. whoever hurt you is a bad, bad person and deserves to be punished for hurting you.
i don't know what you really need to hear, but I do hope you can find a way to comfort yourself and tell yourself that the bad people can't get you again. all that you all are feeling is real and human and it will eventually begin to heal and not have so much power over your peace.
gentle hugs if you want them,



leslie and pixies