I have a problem where I hate it when people can't be the way I want them to behave or act around me. I have borderline personality disorder and bipolar disorder and therefore can have severe mood swings. When I can't find polite, uplifting, trustworthy people which is almost 100% of the time if not 100% of the time, I isolate myself, beat myself up emotionally, and lock myself up in my own world. I do many things on my own, but I know that I am only hiding from the real emotional part of me who wants to love another human being and be loved in return. Help!