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Anyways tonight, as I browse through the forms, the collective others, (who somehow when connected seem older then me...funny huh?) wanted to post something...which wasn't exactly something I want to do. Mainly because I don't feel like I can really trust myself at the moment. (The "if it's real to you then it doesn't matter what anybody else thinks because they aren't you" concept can't seem to penetrate my brain. Can't exactly wrap my mind around the concept. Sorry folks.) they pretty much said "now or never" and because I don't like the thought of never knowing something I decided to strike a compromise and write it down on a piece of paper instead...and hey, if I wanted to I could post it here.
But wow, just wow. I don't know if these things are real or if intrusive thoughts and reading a lot of posts in this section is warping my mind or something.... it could go either way just as easily when you throw in the "at least one warped memory that I know of, and I have no time line anyways" factor...
Now, there is no trigger icon on this post because I'm not sharing it. At least not tonight. Hell, I don't even want to show it to my T. I didn't even want to show it to myself again (though I did end up rereading it) I just wanted to burn it before anyone else...myself included had to see it. The hint of the day is s.a. the rest you can make of what you will until when, if ever, I really feel like sharing.
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