Have not posted for a long time as I have been doing very well for the last year but here in the last few weeks I have been feeling another bout of depression coming on. Had neck surgery Feb 17 with a plate, screws and fusion after several months of pain, numbness and weakness in my left arm. Seem to be recovering from surgery fairly well so why the depression. Just don't feel myself and am sleeping a lot and feel withdrawn. I have therapy next week and will talk to therapist about this more but its got me kind of scared. I hate that my depression keeps coming back!