it's good to own up to your thoughts about getting high.  it may take away some of it's power that is reeling you in. just me, i'd have to ask myself if getting high was really worth it? by that i mean that getting high promised me a lot but they were false promises. only you can make the decision but tread carefully. it can be a slippery slope....downward.
hope you will keep us posted on how you are doing.
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