Hi Michah,

Thanks for the reply.

If it makes any difference, I'm male, turning 31 in August and have had these feelings for about 6 years. My other behaviors include sudden mood changes, sudden urges to cry as well as always feeling worthless and empty, I think about death all the time and have thought of suicide many times and sometimes cause self inflicted injuries.

Nothing has happened to trigger anything, that's the way I always feel night and day. And nothing made me feel that there was something wrong when I was talking to her, it just happens all the time, I feel like I'm being left alone.

I know I need a therapist but I'm afraid if I see one and I do have something wrong, it will make my life worse somehow.

Thanks for the support.