hypo. errrrr? hells yeah!
For me, it is having an incredible understanding for the whole world. I have conversations with people and imagine tying threads together with my (whatever it happens to be) current project and reducing everything down to its very basic, visceral level. I get playful with words. I get irritated when I have to wait for things (paying for stuff especially - why can't they just be ready with the change already?!). I embark on new projects to some extent but because i'm training to be a teacher i already have lots to occupy me. The spending and the sex just happen when the environment allows so if that's not a current symptom it dosn't mean that you're not in the bracket for it. nuh uh. I write to people, lots. lots and lots. and I send them my songs (i'm a composer) and tell them to listen listen listen, and then listen again. I talk about myself A LOT and don't listen to them when they have somethign to say. Everything comes back to me, my cental point, the connections i've made and the reducing down of concepts to one base level that (apparently) only I have thought of because everyone else is just retarded.
sound about right?
i got diagnosed last week. woop woop!
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