Oh, hun...it probably doesn't help, but I know exactly what you mean. I'm currently getting yelled at for my cutting. I really don't see why everyone sees it as such a problem. If it's the only thing that works...
I don't think I'm supposed to say that. I think I'm supposed to be telling you not to do it. I guess I'm not the best person to be getting advice from.
Well, stay strong. If you're emotionally inept, unintelligent, weak, and lazy, so am I, and so are a lot of other people. It's not our fault, though. We just need to find a way to work through it. And we will.
Good luck! Do what's best for you. That's the best advice I can give.
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~Bee 
It shouldn't be so hard just to be...
~Sister Hazel
Barely surviving has become my purpose
'Cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface
~Lifehouse