(((((nuckingfutz))))
I was in the same place in life but found my way out of it,,,that is, still do not have a family of my own

yet family is where you find it, with people who I have looked hard for over the years and found, true friends, even some lovers along the way, for this is all I have, at least family wise, but it looks like after 15 years in the system I am finding my way out and towards a career of my own
Perhaps things will turn around, ever so slowly...............