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I do not know where to put things on the forum
so I am sorry but I just need to say somethings like
Im sorry I try hard to never hurt anyone ever but
sometimes I do and I hate that I really do
I am so lonely and scared and crying lots right now and
I just want to crawl under my bed and hide
but I am way to fat for that now a days
I often wonder what my familys lives would
be like without me around ( not nesacarily d**d)
just not around I seem to hurt my daughter so much
lately and I don't know if it is me her or both of us
just I want so much for someone to hold me right now.
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--4 Non Blondes
"We don't create a fantasy world to escape reality, we create it to be able to stay."
--Lynda Barry
"Years Teach Us More Then Books"
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