Thank you Miri, Manda, abbi of jewels and turquoisesea. Your welcomes mean a lot to me (us). It is scary coming someplace new and putting such personal stuff out there. It reminds me of going to a new T and having to tell my history all over again. I know you all aren't therapists and that this is a peer to peer support forum but I'm just saying it is still scary. Again, thanks and please help me anytime it looks like I might need it!