I have distanced myself physically. Emotionally she still gets to me. No I never had a mother and I don't remember my childhood. Her and one of my brother has driven a spear in my heart the day my sister died. It has never healed and probably will never healed. It is too deep, have hit target too cruelly.

I have a lot going on in my life. Too much really.

It does help a bit to write about what is going on with me here and there in different forums. I appreciate this site very much and I really do appreciate the people here.

Thank you to both of you!
Much love
nightdream