Hi LK,
times are tough right now and you're using it for a good reason. Like you said you have been self sufficient since you were very young and you're very proud, like all lions(LOL). It's okay to accept help for a legitimate reason. They must believe in you. Feel peaceful that this burden has been lifted and just be graciously grateful and don't feel guilty. You have also helped others in past as evidenced in your bio, so you deserve it. Best of luck and make your family proud. What are you studying?