You're right it is disgusting. I have tried on countless occasions to get help and have been turned away every single time. Sometimes i think because i'm female, young, educated, from a good family background, that they just assume i'm a hypochondiac. As long as i appear to be coping that is good enough for them.

I am NOT coping. I totally and utterly give up on the mental health service, it has offered me nothing but more pain. Only this forum and other people with difficulties seem to acknowledge anything i say.

I think people should know the truth - going to your dr won't change anything, they'll prescribe you a med and then send you on your way!

They are useless.