Nobody knows me...They think they know me, but nobody knows me.. I am too scared from everything that has happened since I was a child...Nobody knows me..When I try to open up and let someone know who i really am I get scared and I shut up and I do something to push them away.
i don't want to push people away anymore...I want someone to know me... I want someone to listen to me...but I do not want to be judged..But I am a borderline and I know nothing and I am crazy and anything I do I do for attention..
Why can no one see pass the borderline??? Nobody understands me...Why am I like this and does anyone really care or no?
Thank you,
Lacy
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