i am really majorly depressed today. Cannot seem to get out of bed. I have been taking my meds like i am suppose to. I cannot even read the selfhelp stuff on here. I am literally laying in bed using my cellphone to send this message out. The only thing i can think of to do is stay on this site today, and if things do not get better in a day or two, go to the va. I think things will never get better.