After 8 months I felt a surge of courage ( maybe from being a bit manic

and told my Mom that I have BPD. Well, as I suspected, she reacted in a way that has greatly dissapointed me. She says that I need a second opinion (I've had three) and that I don't need all the meds that I am on. She made me feel like I am a freak and at the same time she is mad that I waited so long to tell her. I feel very upset and confused. I am also feeling shame and I am embarrassed to call her again. Any words of advice? Thanks!