From the minute I wake up and get out of bed, i can't wait until i can get back in and sleep. it doesn't even matter that i have nightmares. i just want to sleep.

So, i overmedicate on my antipsychotic.

I tell my T and my pdoc and they say don't do it. But i do it anyway.

I just want stillness and rest sooooooooo bad. And it is the only way to get it.

I feel like a damned soul for being so bad and Overmedicating and sleeping so much.