i hate my life...i really am done with it. My first family fell apart, 2nd family was toxic and abusive. I tried to create my own family, but so far, no luck. i am so depressed. I feel like a freak...wrong religion, going to be in the system soon. Last gf said that was a bad thing. I dn not agree with her. Glad she is gone. Do not know how to get through tomorrow. I want a family, but i am not good enough. Why did i have 2 be born in the first place.