First, I thank you all so very much for caring.

Second, I am speechless. I must take a moment to breath here.

Third, You must not say these beautiful things about me. I don't deserve them. I must have guided you on a wrong thinking about me. Maybe the way I write or something I said, but I do not deserve these words. Do not say that. I am such a loser and a failure like you wouldn't believe I am. I am shaking my head here. Oh dear I must have created a picture of me here that is not me. It's ok but you must erase this picture of me in your mind. These beautiful words you said do not belong to me. I'm just trying real hard.

Thank you!
nightdream