Thank you for all the encouragement! It at least feels good to know that I'm not hiding this big secret from my Mom. Yesterday she seemed a little more accepting, although she still thinks I do not need to be on meds. I know I have to do what's right for me. Now I am questioning everything about the BPD. I am having thoughts of maybe I don't really have the disorder, etc. I am going to discuss all of that with my therapist today. Thanks again for your help!!!!!!!!!!!!!