I have a horrible life. Don't we all? I'm 23 married with a one year old. Husband is in military. He missed half my pregnancy and the birth of our daughter. Came home from active duty when she was seven months. Now I need to vent here folks. Husband is one of those due it later people. Daughter calls the cat, toys, furniture whatever. She calls it all daddy. I'm a house wife so I have all the time for my daughter. Now husband has been home for about 6 months. His excuse for not bonding with our child hasn't been home for long. Husband has to work to pay bills. He tried two jobs but could not handle it. I need to work but husband cant take care of our child well enough to be left alone for hours. Have a mother lives with us! Cant hold a job more then three days has multiple diseases psoriases, diabetes ext. We are sinking into to debt no way out. Now my husband found out about private security. Answer to all of our problems. Money!!! 70 k for six months in Iraq. Sounds like a nightmare to me. I don't want him to go but I need the money. He makes to much for public assistance. No family that can help. depression is my middle name. Crapy car, Crapy house, Crapy life. Kid needs to see a specialist. Has some major skin problems. Cant afford to take her to the doctor. I just need some money to make things OK. So the life of my husband is at risk cause money doesn't grow on tree's. I wish I knew my husband would be safe. Can you imagine? He goes to Iraq we get out of debt and then He's on the news captured and threatened with beheading. Talk about a raw deal. Then what do I tell my daughter? How should I act knowing something can or will go horribly wrong.