I am working on the guilty feelings. Sian's picked out taht I feel guilty for a lot of things and wants to work with me on them. There's a lot of work to be done there, but hopefully we'll get there. I feel like it's going to take a long time...

I just had my interview for moving into a new flat. I so hope I got flat 10!!! That means I'll be moving in this Monday. I will be packing everything up this weekend and leaving here on Monday morning. Woohoo! I will know whether I've got a place at 7pm tonight. I'm so anxious!!!

They did a brief check on my room to see how tidy/clean etc. it was and Andrew (person interviewing me) seemed pleased with my room so it looks like I will be going somewhere! He asked how I felt about having less key support sessions and I said that I felt fine with it because I think I'll flourish away from the people here and in a flat of my own, doing my own thing and he seemed relieved about that. Let's hope I got the place! One of the other people being interviewed... I doubt.. Because he struggles quite a lot with drug addiction and anger issues etc, so I guess we'll see. I don't know who else is being interviewed, but Abi, my key support worker said I'm in for a bloody good chance because I'm their favoured resident, so... Yeah. I'm holding out pretty high hopes

Just feeling drained now. Must get sleep!