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Irine · May 22, 2009, 04:50 PM

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Originally Posted by claudiac

Dear LadyMacbeth ...

I'm sure you feel like you are going crazy, but you are not. It is your body and soul that is rebelling against what you are making yourself do, that you really don't want to do. The anxiety, the rage is something deep inside you. You haven't completely dealt with it yet. Perhaps have not been completely and fully honest with yourself.

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I feel that my surounding wants to STAEL it away from ME by making me believe that everything is fine and i feel like every time someone says everythings is fine with you ( i do believe i amfine it is just the way life is)
somehting like that i feel like he ****s me again and feel teh phantom pain sharper. i feel it not only then..but whatever.

So its like that. i thought i could go on and i couldnt.

thanks so much for belin able to SEE it. its an existentioal point to me now -bieng authentic.....true to myself, i didnt know how much i wasnt