I know how you feel. I curentley can't see a T or a Dr. and I am trying to play "Doctor" with myself. I don't want people to think I am trying to do this for attention because I don't. I just wish I knew why I feel the way I do.
You could be right though. From what I have read, alot of people that have it are not concious when they are going through thier "alters". I hope you can talk to a profesional about this.
Tell me what happends,
Roman James