I used to catch my husband telling lies, just minor ones here and there. It caused me a lot of stress, but I sort of thought that was the way it was supposed to be. I mean practicaly every sitcom on tv has the wife catching her sly but relatively stupid husband in lies. After he left me I started finding out all kinds of things he kept secret and discovered some really big lies. It all makes me feel so incredibly stupid, I mean why in the heck didn't I notice? 
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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