(((((((Coconut64)))))))) (((((((((Deliquesce))))))))) (((((((Sannah)))))) (((((((Miri)))))
((((((((Pomegrante))))))) super hugs to you all

Thank ya'll for your responses, it helps the nerves, I am now trying to talk my mom out of coming with me of course, I may have to reschedule, I started my peroid today and err I guess that means I can't go?

Ty Miri for what you said, the abuse and rape happened years ago when I was a small child, 4-6 and 15, I guess I"m just so scared the doctor will look down there and just shout out my entire history, weird fear but err I have it none the less.

I am feeling better about it and I like Coconut's idea about bringing my mp3 player, music is a big relaxer for me so I think I will do that

Ty all for the helpful posts and I will let ya'll know how it goes..